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Wacky coversation with my oldest

Rachel trying to show gratitude because I let her have a Hershey kiss:
You're a great mom. Your kids love you. Even if our hearts one day explode, we love you
Me: uh, why would your heart explode?
Rachel: um, too much air in my body or too much blood in my heart
Me: .....pretty sure that's not going to happen...ever
Rachel: well, if it does, just know that I love you
Me:.....OK...

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